Rabu, 10 April 2013

Bullying ??

  Bullying is an action of frightening or hurting weaker person by using your strength or power. That's the meaning of bullying that i found from my oxford dictionary ^^. And well..maybe it's kinda too late to talk about bullying now..but just wanna warn you guys..perhaps some of you are being one the victims but don't realize it yet.
Since i'm still in high school, i'll share my experience in being one of the victims that happen when i have just entered my new high school.....

   First, let me tell you that I don't look like a girl that easy to hurt..i'm not too short or too skinny or too pale..just a normal girl. So i really wished to enter the school committee that time and i did it ! i am so happy at first but turn into disappointment when i know that they put me in another section ! I mean i choose my fav section and i do wrote it on my form but the fact is i became the part of another section in the committee ! it's really hard to complain since i know the old members of the committee didn't want to compromise..for them the options are just except it or get out. I decided to stay.
   One day, my section wanted to do a project and of course i have to take part of it since it is part of my job. It was a good project but i didn't really into it, but I still gave my best. At the end of the project, I have a very important thing to do so I tried to get the permission to go home faster, but i can't find my section's leader. So i went home. When i text her to apologize, other senior that is a member of my section, used his seniority to say bad things and crazily complained on me. This senior has a lot of access to popular people in my school and he has a big body, of course ugly, stupid for sure, but act like he is perfect ! i work harder than him that day but he made it looked like the opposite.
   Let's just say i was wrong that time and i do have apologize ! but he didn't let me go just like that ! he told everyone in the committee and soon i'll turn like a joke for all of them. People make mistakes and they deserve a second chance right? Imagine ! one section, have to work together, but I do looked like a joke ! every project since that day, i always looked like the wrong one for all of them. My hard works are useless. No one appreciate it ! being bullied ? yes of course ! mentally !
    That's my short story and actually i'm still struggling with it now but keep on trying to face it positively with keeping my confidence and always smile to those losers. Because I know, when they say bad things about me, I already one step forward than them ! I would like to know your stories too ^^ please leave comments below =) see ya !